[ Medb's arms wrap around Endorsi in a hug. If she felt that much loss and grief, she must have really liked this boy. She wonders idly, if this boy and Mineo have similarities?
But there's understanding from Medb. ]
You want to bring him back. You care enough about him to kill for him.
...That on its own is probably true, but that's not all, either.
[But she'll return the hug! Soft.]
Mm, I've said before that I don't mind the way the world is. I don't mind having to fight or earn my way by doing things other people aren't proud of. But for someone like him... [...] He's too kind. Too willing to stick his neck out for other people. Even if I brought him back, whose to say he wouldn't make another mistake like that? So - I wouldn't mind making the kind of world that would have allowed someone like him to live.
There's other things I'd like to change about it... Things that only have to do with myself, things that are a little more selfish. But - I wouldn't mind seeing him smile when he comes back, I guess.
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But there's understanding from Medb. ]
You want to bring him back. You care enough about him to kill for him.
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[But she'll return the hug! Soft.]
Mm, I've said before that I don't mind the way the world is. I don't mind having to fight or earn my way by doing things other people aren't proud of. But for someone like him... [...] He's too kind. Too willing to stick his neck out for other people. Even if I brought him back, whose to say he wouldn't make another mistake like that? So - I wouldn't mind making the kind of world that would have allowed someone like him to live.
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You're fine with the world for yourself. You're not fine with the world for people like that.
Changing the world is a hefty wish.
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There's other things I'd like to change about it... Things that only have to do with myself, things that are a little more selfish. But - I wouldn't mind seeing him smile when he comes back, I guess.
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[ She isn't going to say selfishness isn't valid when she's as selfish as she is. ]
He must have really touched your heart.
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[but she'll be able to feel fondness, too, aside from the digging sense of loss.]
He was a good guy, though.
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[ She laughs. All these tsuns... ]
I can tell you I like you ten times without blinking.
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Ha... I like you, too.
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... Is everything okay, Endorsi?
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[a wave of her hand.]
Who can say if it was a good idea to get so attached when we've known all along that being here is temporary, right?
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There is a pang here. There is a note of something almost bitter, but it's gone in an instant. ]
It happens even if you know better or not. You can't control your heart so easily. I know I'm already attached.
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All I meant is that I'm going to miss you, I guess. Miss - this.
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Me, too.
[ She won't miss the base and its circumstances, but she will miss Endorsi. ]
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Ahh, I hate goodbyes, and it’s not over yet, anyways! So let’s do something fun instead of getting sad, okay?