endorsi catchall

[fergalicious]

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[fisherwoman]

[She nods.]

There's other things I'd like to change about it... Things that only have to do with myself, things that are a little more selfish. But - I wouldn't mind seeing him smile when he comes back, I guess.

[fergalicious]

Wishes can be selfish. That's why they're wishes.

[ She isn't going to say selfishness isn't valid when she's as selfish as she is. ]

He must have really touched your heart.

[fisherwoman]

It sounds embarrassing when you say it like that...

[but she'll be able to feel fondness, too, aside from the digging sense of loss.]

He was a good guy, though.

[fergalicious]

Is it going to hurt to say that you like him because he was kind and good?

[ She laughs. All these tsuns... ]

I can tell you I like you ten times without blinking.

[fisherwoman]

[there's another stirring of fondness as she says that even if there's something bittersweet in that feeling, along with a smile.]

Ha... I like you, too.

[fergalicious]

[ Bittersweet? There's something questioning in her emotions to go along with the fondness. ]

... Is everything okay, Endorsi?

[fisherwoman]

It's fine. It's just...

[a wave of her hand.]

Who can say if it was a good idea to get so attached when we've known all along that being here is temporary, right?

[fergalicious]

[ ...

There is a pang here. There is a note of something almost bitter, but it's gone in an instant. ]

It happens even if you know better or not. You can't control your heart so easily. I know I'm already attached.

[fisherwoman]

[...after a moment, she reaches for her hand.]

All I meant is that I'm going to miss you, I guess. Miss - this.

[fergalicious]

[ Medb takes her hand without hesitation. ]

Me, too.

[ She won't miss the base and its circumstances, but she will miss Endorsi. ]

[fisherwoman]

[After another moment:]

Ahh, I hate goodbyes, and it’s not over yet, anyways! So let’s do something fun instead of getting sad, okay?