[the "possibly" is nice, but what the avatars said was clear enough, to her.]
I'm... not happy, but it's not really unexpected that he would do something like this. I knew him well enough to know he doesn't have a problem with killing.
...I'd like to at least know, though I doubt many other people are concerned.
[and she can't really blame them for that - this is the way this place works, she thinks. whoever killed him won, and both him and childe lost. it's what comes of taking a risk like they did. still...]
I'll be fine. I'm just - tired of this place. [...] And you?
... I'm concerned. They're still out there. I have a suspicion, and I can chase it, if that's what you want.
[ At her question, Medb shakes her head.
She's angry and displeased. ]
I'm really unhappy. I won't hide it. I won't pretend that I don't care about Childe. I do. He's suffering for the consequences of his actions, but I still don't want to see him go.
[ Childe is a murderer, but Medb has already shown Endorsi that she is fine with people who have killed. Morality for Medb has never been anything black or white. ]
...I have my suspicions, too, and I've been - asked not to move forward with them. [even though it's clear that bothers her. after a moment:] But I can't stop you from doing what you want, either.
If that's your choice, all right. I won't push it anymore.
[ She can see it's bothering her, but she can respect Endorsi's choice. She thinks this affected her more than she likes to seem, more than she likes to admit, so at least in this, she doesn't mind giving what Endorsi wants to do... or perhaps not want, what she chooses to do the priority. ]
He will be dead tomorrow, and that is something I'll have to live with.
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[the "possibly" is nice, but what the avatars said was clear enough, to her.]
I'm... not happy, but it's not really unexpected that he would do something like this. I knew him well enough to know he doesn't have a problem with killing.
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[ So Medb can't disagree there either. She knows Mahito has no qualms about killing. ]
But do you still want to find who killed him? Are you okay?
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[and she can't really blame them for that - this is the way this place works, she thinks. whoever killed him won, and both him and childe lost. it's what comes of taking a risk like they did. still...]
I'll be fine. I'm just - tired of this place. [...] And you?
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[ At her question, Medb shakes her head.
She's angry and displeased. ]
I'm really unhappy. I won't hide it. I won't pretend that I don't care about Childe. I do. He's suffering for the consequences of his actions, but I still don't want to see him go.
[ Childe is a murderer, but Medb has already shown Endorsi that she is fine with people who have killed. Morality for Medb has never been anything black or white. ]
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...I know. [She's not surprised he would act either, but.] You two are really close, right?
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[ She's a little surprised by Endorsi's response. ]
Were we close? [ It's a good question. ] I guess for as much as someone like him would allow, we were.
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[there's a soft exhale, half amused.]
Right... He did seem like that kind of person.
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[ She can see it's bothering her, but she can respect Endorsi's choice. She thinks this affected her more than she likes to seem, more than she likes to admit, so at least in this, she doesn't mind giving what Endorsi wants to do... or perhaps not want, what she chooses to do the priority. ]
He will be dead tomorrow, and that is something I'll have to live with.
[ looks into the camera like it's the office ]
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[That's sincere, even if she moves on quickly.]
That's probably true... But if it's bothering you tomorrow, talk to me, okay?
[also looks into the camera like i'm on the office]
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[ She doesn't wait for an answer before putting her arms around Endorsi in a loose hug, though. ]
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A lot of things here bother me... But it's nothing I can't handle.
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