fergalicious | gojou catchall

Oh, yeah! I did.

[ Gojou doesn't seem to be feeling anything intense at all. It's very leveled? Calm, a blip of realization. ]

What about it?

[ She doesn't expect intensity from him, not for that. There really are some similarities between him and Mahito, and it shows. ]

They'd be cutting for someone like Mineo. I think you knew that.

[ SHUUUUUUUUT UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP. Gojou laughs and the dolphin laughs with him? ]

Of course, that's the whole purpose.

[ She thinks it's terrible that the dolphin laughs with him, but there's a burst of fondness for Satoru that comes from Medb. ]

Yeah. Justice is a sham here. Fairness has never been in the equation.

Exactly! I'm sick of people trying to talk like moral compass here matters, whether they're trying to put on a front or are terribly blind to their hypocrisy.

[ Yeah, there's annoyance... It runs deep, but there isn't any hate. He's fond of Medb because she understands. ]

What it means for a kill to be justified... When we have killers among us, with no known motive whatsoever, buddy-buddy with others willing to protect them.

[ Gojou is now one of her new favorites. Maybe he can feel that. He was actually in Medb's top 10, but now he's higher. I'm in tears. ]

Murder is murder at the end of the day.

[ No motive or cool motive, it's still murder. Medb isn't here to condemn murderers unless it affects her personally, and she won't pretend otherwise. She recognizes killing is killing. ]

They should just say that upfront. We all know we're selfish assholes.

They really should... It's driving me crazy because they're being so wishy-washy in trying to look right.

[ Rolls his eyes. ]

It's not like I'm mad at Mineo, either. I like him a lot. Which is why I do think if anyone truly cares about doing what's right, then it's him. So... I hurt him a bit for him to think about it some more, even if people are going to coddle him.

[ Gojou Satoru: yeah, this sounds like something a friend should do and the method to do it! ]

[ Medb does think there can be a sense of right and wrong, but it's personal more than anything else. ]

I think he's trying to hurt himself when others aren't, but you're valid. What you said wasn't wrong.

[ Medb: supporting being a shitty friend because she's not a nice person. ]

And I do think he cares too much about what should be right.

[ Gojou and Medb shaking hands in being not nice people even to those they like. ]

He definitely is hurting himself and he will have to live with the fact that no one will completely condemn him for this. It’d be good for his development! To properly figure out what’s most important to him... How much leeway he’s willing to give his friends who probably have fresh blood on their hands. Why to his actions and choices.

... I personally think him caring so much is nice.

[ Weird enough, Gojou talks about Mineo with familiar fondness, no anger or anything despite words thrown... ]

So you don’t think it was too mean?

[ There's a little amusement. ]

No, not at all.

[ Even if Medb has no intention to revenge kill, Mineo still went ahead and killed Childe after saying that she should've been the one to.

She isn't nice. ]

I don't know if this is your way of being an awful teacher or being an awful friend, though, but making him face that should be good for him.

He seemed very unsure about his convictions when all this began.

If Mineo is going to fall, then I would want it to be his own choice. Fully aware of what he's picking.

[ Gojou is... A good bad friend? ]

How did you feel overall about what went down?

[ Gojou is... something. ]

I'm dissatisfied but probably not for the reasons most people probably think I am.

[ Her emotions are still conflicting and complicated, and she thought this would be a lot more simple, but...

She's not invulnerable to caring. There's some undercurrent of frustration. ]

Want to talk about it? I'm here to be your soundboard whenever you want, Queen.

[ More like whenever he wants, but he wants to right now. Good that they're both vibing with complicated emotions. ]

You mean, whenever you want.

[ She shrugs. ]

I know everyone here is going to lie for one reason or another. It's not like I can't or won't lie either, but there is really only so much lying anyone can tolerate.

[ Nothing spikes in her emotions, but there is a sense of tiredness and frustration, some kind of resignation and resentment. ]

[ He also shrugs!!! Medb can read him and that's okay. ]

I would ask if this is about Childe, but you said you're annoyed for a not obvious reason.

I didn't say they all weren't for obvious reasons.

[ So yeah, some of it is about Childe. ]

Right, I'm interrupting you.

[ CONTINUE... QUEEN. He will be quiet and listen. ]

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